Dear Christians,
Please keep Kelsey Harris in your prayers. For those of you who don't know kelsey she is a very strong young Christian woman who has had a brain tumor for over a year now and the tumor is the most aggressive tumor a person can have but this strong young woman is full of faith and there is no doubt in my mind that she will fight through this and defeat this because I previously have known the family and Kelsey and I know that her family needs her very much and I pray for her everyday because I know God wants us to pray more to him about things so if you will when you wake up every morning and say a prayer to God don't forget to say one for Kelsey as well. it appears she is going to be going through alot more chemo therapy and that's it is going to try her strength more this time around so I just want to let everyone know if you do not know of this story you can access it on pleonast link Praying_for_kelsey
I'm soo sorry allen yes um I will try and get thier address 4 u. that would be fine if u wrote me please do. I love u so much n hope u will get out soon. I will pray 4 u. lots of love kaila
mimi and johns on thursday (papa and gramma and mom and billy are comin too) and friday at gramma and papa's with aunt beth and shelly and adam i don't know who else, that may be it! but i'm soo excited!
I woke up this morning with a nervous feeling in my stomach because the night before a baptist preacher was teaching against conditional salvation but led me to a scripture that as I read a little past and a little before the main point or verse he was elaberating on I realized that I was in a bad condition because he was also preaching on prayer life and I wasn't praying much at all and he was saying how most baptist don't have a prayer life because they feel that once your saved your always saved and they don't try to walk with God and he was saying how he liked to walk with God and be under the guidence of the Holy Spirit and I don't guess that was necessarily boasting but would it be to him if I were to say it and him knowing that I don't agree with once saved always saved. My point being that people assume lots of things that they shouldn't and Baptist like to often use boasting as an opinion about anyone who is against once saved always saved but the truth is we believe in the power of Jesus blood just as much as they do or more so perhaps because we love him enough to strive to keep His comandments not because we want to be boastful but because Jesus shed his blood and we are in debt to him to do his will on this earth just as Jesus did as well. Jesus was perfect and it is impossible to be such in this life, and to say that it is possible to not sin in this world makes you a liar. They like to use that to say that if you can't help but sin and God knows you can't help but sin in this life then He wouldn't condemn you for sin once you have already become A Christian. This is not true though because when you think of all the fruits of the spirit that we are suppose to strive to pocess and that Christ had everyone of these things and if God and Jesus were perfect and the most patient and the most longsuffering and the most loving and caring and all these good things then when he looks in your heart that he created and knows everything about and he sees someone who is in sin and struggling pretty regularly with a sin then what makes you think he isn't able to judge the heart enough to know the difference between someone who is trying to serve Him and someone who doesn't care at all. They have this twisted idea that once you have become a Christian that there is no way that you could possibly change your mind and decide to serve yourself forever but people do it all the time. As the scriptures say I want to show my Faith by my works. They want to show their Faith by the works of Jesus alone and they are missing it so bad. When I see all the works Ken and many other baptist do that are striving to do the will of God it just frustrates me especially when I see Ken doing more for the lost people of the world then some of us are including me so I want to encourage everyone including myself to have some type of out reach ministry and try to reach the lost more because alot of you people are so afraid of doing something without authority being established that you forget that all through the new testament preachers were being paid to spread the word. What about you? are you limiting yourself to work and maybe an occasional conversation wirth one of your neighbors or when a homeless person asks for beer money do you try to give him something that will allow him to never thirst again. I highly suggest some of you to think real hard on whether or not you are really ready to go home and meet God because if you stumble in one area and your not making a striving effort to spread the gospel i'm sorry to inform you that He will tell you depart from me for I never knew you so perhaps the next time you stop to throw your 4 dollar a gallion gas in your 100,000 dollar v-8 engine suv's that you ask someone else about God even if you just ask them if they want to come to church with you sometime and give them a card or see where the conversation might lead because we get in our own little shells sometimes and we are so afraid to break out and not only is this not supposed to be the natural life of a Christian but it's going to Damn some of us to hell and hopefully it won't be me because i'm going to make an effort to do exactly this and hopefully with the will of God I will be able to contiue to do this for many years. Another huge problem I see that I don't see as much of with the baptist denomination is the need for more of us to visit and feed the poor, wodows, and go to a nursing hom and just visit. it is so easy once you start doing these things people and some of you just won't do it because it's perhaps not something you traditionally do. Make it one because as the bible said this is true religion. Stop trying to make being a Christian A Sunday and Wednesday thing alone and get to work before it's too late. This may very well be the last days! does anyone see the signs? hurry up!!! open your eyes! Love each other deeply!!! stop hurting one another!!! i'm sorry for all the pain i've caused everyone and I know that it was alot and it effected alot of people but as Paul did I want to be something so drastically different from what I was that people eventually don't even think about my old life which I know is going to take alot of time and practice. So time to get started!!! I want to appoligize first to Steven and his wife for something that I cannot mention due to it being something confidentual. If someone is willing to relay the i'm sorry message to them it would be of alot of benefit to me because I am not sure if I am allowed to talk with steven right now or not but please let them know that I decided to turn my life around and that I went to Church this morning and publically repented for my past and I just want them to know so that if I do end up proving myself to be truely repentant and gain trust of certain people no matter how long it takes that they are able to pay attention to what's going on even if it takes until we are 90 years old. It doesn't matter to me i'm going to do what God wants me to do and that is try alot harder to do His will alot more often. I do realize that this is a baby step process and have already prepared my mind for the fact that i'm going to fail alot before I become an olympic runner in the race of salvation. Keep praying, studying God's word, encouraging, and don't let stupid sinners bring you down because they will bring you down when you are trying to do good. Shake it off!!! move on!!! let God show them what they did when they did this! let the consequences bring them down and may God give them mercy enough to repent of these things before they do. To all my beloved brothers and sisters in Christ who believed in me and for the ones that didn't. Peace to you and may God be with you and may His spirit guide you in your walk in this evil world and may satan not have victory over your soul but to be cast down and stomped real good before you are lifted up to be with the angels. be strong and keep pressing on.
nope! its called jennings first christian school. its small, but nice. billy is going 2! he will be driving us most of the time hopfuly. how bout u? glad u woke up happy! :) btw I added u 2 my myspace. :) u should cheack it out :)
allen... hey... I love you! I'll see you for the anniversary party for Grandma and Papa. and also... you don't really know anything about Adam and I, I appreciate the concern, but I don't need the advice... LOVE YOU!!
I'm sorry allen... I'm glad things r better now! :) just keep on keepin on and things will get better :) I miss u 2! and was sooooooooo happy 2 here from u! :) *HUGS* peaceout!
lol, you said "stinketh" on LeeAnn's blog... you crack me up. I'm glad you're out of Jail... I love you big brother.
I'm up here visiting Dad for a couple weeks. I'm having a pretty good time. My phones messed up right now, but you should call me when you don't have anything better to do.
na I really don't want to go back to jail... I just want a life and money and I don't want to gangster it no matter how bad the temptation is to do so...
I feel like everyone is just passing me by and I know i'm not the only one who feels that way but I'm not a crack head so to me being 25 and not addicted to crack but living the life of a crack head is just so deppressing but instead of throwing all of my money away I just don't get it coming in anymore so it's weird
before the FBI decided to put my name and face on tv and in the paper I didn't have problems coming up with at least 50 dollars a day and now I feel like i'm at my lowest point and that something is going to break...
i've noticed that cops tend to have 2 faces!!! one when they are by themselves and get away with BS and the other when there are witnesses or other cops around that could potentially burn them at the stake!!!
Hello everyone,
I don't understand females!!! They are just too smart!!! They always confuse me with thier intelligence. Seems like anytime I get to feeling smart or like I had won some arguement some female shows up to tell me how I could be smarter and better like she is! It always makes me uncomfortable because I know I can't succesfully argue with one. So not only does God give some of them the looks but he also gives some of them the brains and I guess he does this to compensate for the fact that they have to have babies and deal with all of the mess of putting up with running a house. Dear God give me the strength not to get married until age 35!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's about all I have to say about that for now. well except that they also have a way of arguing with men in a sweet way which I think is wht is really confusing to us is we can't figure out how they can argue with us and look at us like they want to kiss us at the same time. haha! I hope you all had a Happy Holiday and are ready for a better year in 2008! I want to thank Kimbalee and michelle for the scriptures. I'm still trying to understand which is true and which isn't however and i'm just going to have to be alot more dedicated to remembering sciptures in the future so that I will be able to reflect on scriptures when I am busy walking driving or doing things that doesn't require alot of thinking but does require my hands feet and eyes. last night the preacher at the baptist church that we go to for reformers unanimous which is a biblical drug counseling thing that I go to every Friday but the preacher was talking about memorizing scripture and how important it is to make an effort to do so because of the reflection that you can do by having the scriptures in your head already and you can just think about the meaning or discern right and wrong by being able to remember things that you have been taught and if someone mentions a scripture to you it is easy to think oh yeah I remember that and now i'm gonna keep that in my head so I don't do this. or react in this way or think in this manner. I've got alot going on in my lige right now and it seems like sometimes when it rains it pours but i've noticed that everytime it pours like that someone or something brings me back up to change my attitude significantly. Sometimes it doesn't take much! A kind word, someone trying to help you find a job by suggesting to go here or there or just someone maybe gives you something small to say hey not everyone out there is ugly. here is a little sunshine to brighten your day and give you a little taste of heaven. seems like everytime I get so backwards that I think i'm about to do something so far out there that it will shift my life in a such a gigantic way that I can't even handle the consequences of something happens to stop me even if it's someone giving me a dollar or a cup of water. You never know the thoughts that are running through peoples minds when you approach people so try hard to be really careful how you approach people because I know from experiance that if your not you won't live long in this world. you would be suprised how many felons walk around streets with guns knowing that police know their faces well and yet they still have guns in thier pocket that they didn't get at the gun shop. Unless your talking about the gun shop in da hood! i'm just mentioning this because there were many nights that I couldn't sleep because of people like this. nights when I slept with sharp objects, razor blades, hammers, screwdrivers, baseball bats and anything other then a gun because I do not want to end up in prison where you have to worry about the same things all the time by the way and more for those of you who have never done any time or heard stories of such. I've seen evil police brutality and people beaten to near death with objects by police and things that just shook my head all up and ruthless evil people that would just kill you so quick if you looked at them in a way that displeases them and I have a temper still after seeing all those things and my temper scares me and this is a good thing because having a temper and having alot of strength in a fight and knowing what to do in a fight and how to retaliate to anything and everything that comes your way but mainly to know how to use your temper to keep yourself alive and use it against the evil person comingf at you is vital in survival now a days people I am telling you. Martial Arts and things like this are very good because it is so commonly used now a days by alot of people both good and evil that if you do not know it you have to have the heart of a killer and use it in a fight or you will not win. meaning don't ever let anyone take you away from your brothers and sisters in Christ if you can do something to stop it. Yes laying down your life to save someone elses is good but don't just give your life for nothing. protect yourself and avoid these evil people that I speak IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! once you realize what type of people they are no questions asked don't look back just never associate with them ever again! This I believe is backed up in the scriptures by wisely redeeming your time because your life on this earth is short and it needs to be used on people that care and respect God's will and not thier own all the time. learn to discern the difference fast!!!! Just something I felt that could be of some use to someone out there and hope that I will personally be alot more of a blessing to Christians in the next year then I was last year. Much love everyone! I am going to eat some lunch and then i'm going to golds gym to lift some weights. remember to pray for your brothers and sisters in Christ even the publicly unspoken people don't forget that we were all lost at one point. much love,
sincerely,
Allen Thomas Buck
Allen as much as I love you did it ever occur to you that Uncle James and Aunt Melissa are both older than you and might just be a little wiser... not to mention that I explained things to them a little more. They know that the boys involved were a few little kids from the highschool... about the size of brandon and definately not in a gang or anything widespread. Anyway, much love to you, and I didn't mind that you called me dumb b/c I knew what you meant and know that you're only saying it b/c you love me. I love you too...
good, i'm glad you realize that once saved always saved isn't correct... i knew that you knew better... it is however a VERY convieant way of thinking... you can do whatever wrong you want to if you'll always be saved... but i'm so thankful that you are not claiming that belief anymore brother...
and something that i think you should be thinking about... when/if you talk to grandma and grandpa, keep in mind that they won't be on this earth much longer.... they deserve the UTMOST respect... u couldn't imagine how wonderful and amazing they both are... but we will not be lucky enough to have them on this earth for many more years... what do you want them to remeber about the last time they talk to you... as all of us, any conversation we have with one another could be our last, but especially those who are elderly amoung us... i may not deserve to be talked to with kind language and respect and love.. but i won't put up with someone talking to be with bad language and what not... and i will not stand by without saying something to someone who will talk to the most precious people in this world with such lack of respect and love... the people in this world who deserve it the MOST! i'm sorry if this upsets you or makes you angry, that is not my intent.. i just love you and love papa and gramma, and i know you will regret the way you treat them sometimes... they have done so much for you and love you so much, you'll never know how much they love you... i hope they live long enough to see you well again...
i'm so sorry for all of the horrible things you have seen and been around... sin is ravishing for a mind and body, and sooo hard to climb out of... but i know you can do it brother, keep the faith... and EVERYTHING will fall in the right place.. i know things are a mess, but they can get better with time... don't give up, God won't give up on you, and neither will any of us... i want my children to be able to know you, their uncle allen... i pray for you often... i love you
thanks. I needed to hear that. Its very hard for me right now, but I'm 10x's better than I was. I know exactly what your talking about... thanks agian for everything
pickled ginger is so freakin nasty!But sushie is good i had crab sushie and sushie with crab in it and then some raw tuna and salmon on top it was hard to make myself eat it but once in your mouth its actually very good.
Dear Brethren & all others,
I have decided to accept once saved always saved as a true doctrine in my life. I do not see Christ saying anywhere in his words about salvation being conditional. I was taught all of my life it's conditional! it's conditional! it's conditional! This belief was and was supposed to be drilled into my head at an early age. Thanks be to God with patience, situations and study I found and believed what real truth is and it's a FREE GIFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is repeated again and again and again and again and again and again and again and it just is all over the new testament and has things prophesied about being saved in the old testament through this Jesus Christ the Lamb of God who SACRIFICED Himself for all of us and GAVE us a FREE GIFT of salvation through his blood!!! certain things especially these kept hitting me hard and I just couldn't stand it last night because i'm 24 and it took me this long just to get the milk of the word due to sin in my life and in others false teachings. I praise God that out of all the gifts He has given me this year He has given me one far greater then anything else and that is my name in the Lambs book of life! Keep believing God has a pencil with an eraser on it ready to scrub your name off if you want. i'm going to have enough respect for God to accept His gift. Some people don't even have enough respect for gifts now a days to even keep them but my mother did teach me to never ever ever not accept a gift when it is given to you and I want to take the time right now to THANK GOD for having enough mercy on me to know me better then I know myself and to GIVE me this uncondtional gift as if the word gift by itself isn't enough proof of God's love for us through His sacrifice to allow us to accept Him and live forever. That word kept ringing in my head so much that it was eating me up! GIFT GIFT FREE GIFT NOT OF WORKS THAT (ANY) MAN SHOULD BOAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes we are given examples of ... Lunch time! to be continued!!!
Conditional means it is not a gift because a gift is something given that asks for nothing in return and I couldn't wrap my mind around any good logical way to dispute what is clearly written all over the word of God. yes we are to show are faith through by our works and we are to work out our salvation with fear and trembling and run the race set before us and study daily to show ourselves approved to God but that in no way means that we are at all able to enter into heaven because of how good or bad we are or because we ended up dieing while we were busy smoking a cigarette that we should not have been smoking in the first place! I am proud to be a child of God and will strive to be a Disciple of Jesus Christ on a daily basis but there will be lots of times on a daily basis that I won't be a good disciple and will fail but like a true soldier of Christ I will pick myself back up from the depths of sin and keep going because God has blessed me with an understanding of who I am and that sin is unavoidable because it is all over this world but there is a balm in gilead to heal the sin sick soul and Jesus Christ has made a way in my life and I hope and pray that more people realize that they need to depend on Him and not themselves because Narrow is the way and few there will be that find it. Allow God to abide in you and he will not forsake you or leave no matter how many times or for how many days weeks months or years you forsake Him! He remains the same always amen!
okay... how do I even start this? Allen I love you, and I love how sincere you are, but you're mistaken on this. You're right about God's love being unconditional. God will love you forever, no matter what horrible things you do. He would leave all of his faithful ppl, his 99 sheep, to go find his one lost sheep. Allen, God doesn't give up on people, people give up on God. God is giving them a gift, but there is a condition I think you'll agree to. You have to accept his gift, is that not right. Isn't accepting a gift an action? So, unless you think that God is going to save everyone, wether they like it or not there is already a condition and a work. Acceptance. Another condition and work is obediance. You have to not only want to be with God, you have to do what he says and be baptised. Because you aren't saved in the first place if you aren't baptised. Because you haven't accepted the gift God is trying to give you. You are NOT accepting God if you are rejecting his commandments. So now we have 2 conditions and works, acceptance and obediance. Okay, so now after you accept and obey, you're saved. Are you trying to tell me that now that I'm saved in Christ, now that I'm a Christian, I can't choose to fall away? What if I don't want to be a Christian anymore? I did accept God, it was sincere and innocent. I really meant it. Then, something awful happened. I am angry at God and I don't want to have anything to do with Him or his church, does that mean that I'm going to heaven just because of a decision I made years ago, wether I want to or not? Are you sayinf there's nothing I can do but spend eternity with a God I hate? Allen in Galatians 5:1-6 it says "1 Stand fast therefore in the liberty by which Christ has made us free (if Christ has made them free then they are saved, because they are not free in sin), and do not be entangled again with a yoke of bondage. 2 Indeed I, Paul, say to you that if you become circumcised, Christ will profit you nothing. 3 And I testify again to every man who becomes circumcised that he is a debtor to keep the whole law. 4 You have become estranged from Christ, you who attempt to be justified by law; you have fallen from grace (it says right there, Fallen from Grace, and you can't fall from soemthing you aren't in to begin with). 5 For we through the Spirit eagerly wait for the hope of righteousness by faith. 6 For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision avails anything, but faith working through love. (did you get that? Faith WORKING through love)" So there alone we have proof that we are NOT always saved after being saved once. And to what you said ^^ examine everything that you wrote. We are not, as it says, saved by works any man can boast, doesn’t mean we aren’t saved by works, just not by boastful works. It’s work we should be doing anyway, we have no reason to boast. I need to say more but I have to go to sleep. I love you, Merry Christmas!
ok, Allen. I understand where you are coming from. I agree with Michelle in the fact that yes, God' love is unconditional..but that does NOT mean that salvation is unconditional. In James 2:14-26 it talks about faith without works is useless. That even demons believe in God but that is not enough...that faith without works is dead. So ok you need works..what works? Baptism is preached and I could give scriptures for that. You must also live a good moral life. If we cannot fall from faith then how come liers cannot enter heaven?? (Rev 21) Most everyone has said a lie and I know Christians lie..if they are saved by grace and can never fall then how come God says that those people will NOT have a home in heaven? I see your argument but that is just one of many things of people that are listed in the bible as not going to heaven...even christians fall from grace but God is there with mercy to pick us back up and He will have us if we truly repent that we have sinned and we can have a home in heaven with him FOREVER!
Dear Christians & everyone else,
I got a job today working for a guy doing remodeling on houses. It seems like I don't get blessed with a good job until i'm almost ready to start brutally torturing people but this morning I went to Labor finders and I wasn't sent out to work. As most of you don't know i'm not weak and allow people to take advantage of me if I don't want to but sometimes I intentionally allow certain people to get the idea in their minds that they are taking advantage of me so I can get them close enough to me to crush thier whole worlds. I do this not because I am evil but because certain people have to be dropped to the bottom before they can learn to be alot better or just die out completely! this is very rewarding to me but i'm mentioning it because I want people to know on here that if you are trying to out smart me in any kind of way then you better be a fantastic sales men because i'm good at screwing with heads that I think need to be brought down! One thing that I thought I would never be good at is sales but learning what I learned from the mafia improved my knowledge alot and my wisdom has been alot better for the most part. One big problem I have is drugs! honestly when I stay clean i'm so good know one can touch me but when I go through addictions like alcohol I find myself just asleep all the time. it's not really that I can't see certain things and recognize that they are wrong or that I need to act in a certain manner. it's just that when I drink I get so sick that I can't go out in public and really enjoy myself because I just find pleasure in sleeping! this is the only thing holding me back from being a millionaire someday! I know that my brains don't come around often and have absolute confidence in my ability to sell anything including a pile of poop if I had to but drinking makes you lose a certain kind of caring fire that everyone needs! it truely kills you from the inside out and I hope that I am able to eventually kick the habit for good because I know that if I do that i'm going to be so happy as a salesmen someday! when I sell like a champ I get this excited feeling inside of me and I feel like the only person in the world who is doing something worth doing and that's making tons of profit. I only feel this if I triple my money because I feel that simply doubling your money is extremely weak! when I worked for the mafia I made a sale one time that was 6 times the ammount that the product was worse and just when I began to sell better then the top seller in the whole company I was stripped of my job and almost killed by a jealous mother fU*&$$ that I would absolutely love to meet in a deserted place! excuse me but I have trouble not getting really excited about certian things! One thing that really excites me is when someone is smart enough to sell me! I absolutely get off on that because I don't really respect anyone who is not able to do this! there was a guy that I hung out with recently who I found extremely interesting and I have honestly never met anyone as strong as this man! not to say that he was not weak in his own areas because I believe everyone has areas like that but he had more areas that he was strong in that I don't think many people have. he didn't spend much time with me but he guessed who I was to almost pure perfection better then anyone i've ever seen. He was so good at it that I cried! the thing is that he works for the mafia too and when I was younger I thought the only real mafia out there was mexicans and blacks but I learned alot in the past year! In gainesville there is a gang that is fairly well known called MR13 I think but they don't come close to being as dangerous as some of the people I dealt with in atlanta! I knew people that had alot more connections with the FBI and police then this little mexican gang that alot of people are so scared of and really has every good reason to be scared of. I try hard not to be so scared of these things because I usually am alot more succesful when i'm not but sometimes I have my moments of freezing up fear! i've found that if your confident and not scared that people have more respect for you anyways and usually will take up for you if they see someone else trying to hurt you because they can see someone who is going to make it a long ways in life a be someone that makes alot of money and does something that most people don't take the oppertunity to do when they are young! I am 24 years old and if I apply myself to MY DREAM! I am going to be a very wealthy and happy man. Excuse me for getting way off the subject I wanted to try to let certain people have a better understanding of my mind! I had been going to labor finders for about a month and the fact that I was showing up on time and everyone else was getting work and I wasn't was very interesting to me and I wanted to see how long this would go on. I knew that if I waited until I was at my weakest and most vulnerable moment to defend myself that I would fight my hardest to defeat this person that was not trying to help me in anyway for whatever reason and I had been sleeping outside in the cold off and on because the guy that I was telling you about that has cancer had taken a score that I didn't feel comfortable taking and he left town and I told the guy at labor finders this morning that it was rediculous how long I had been coming here to work and not getting any work and I asked him why this was being done and he didn't say anything! So I asked him if he had any work for me and I guess I scared him with my eyes and tone of voice because he was shivering when he told me no and I told him you better get out there and get me some then and he didn't call the police but he did exactly what I TOLD him to do. perhaps it was because I said what I needed to say and didn't say too much! this is sales! proper approach including what you are wearing but mostly just how you present yourself and what you say! alot of times I like to start out saying something completely unrelated to what I am selling to ease the mood but something that doesn't take long to say like I really like the color on that sports car in the front yard or whatever is surrounding but it is important how you say it and judging when to stop talking and proceed into who you are, why your here, and presenting what you have then turning and burning and not being an annoying person who is trying to be a salesman but not really being one. I want to be so good at it someday and I know I will if I can just slow down on the drugs and focus on the things that are really important to me more! I saw billy, shelly, Leeann, Josh, and Laura Lee Sunday night! Laura Lee is alot cuter and smarter then I thought she would be. That smile was so big! I told Billy that I was about to make him proud and sober up and move things like I know I can ansd perhaps move down there before momma dies into my own place somewhere close by like Jacksonville, Tallahasee, or perhaps valdosta but I really mostly am focusing on my short term goals right now like making alot of money on this job and saving it and just telling the dope man no so that I can have this unbelievably powerful confidence that I have deep inside me! If you have been there you know exactly what i'm talking about so please be patient with me because the odds are you haven't been exactly where i've been and your experiances are probably alot different and the same in some areas too i'm sure. I just wanted to blog and express my excitment about my knew job that starts next monday and my excitment that I WILL have some work tommorow at labor finders! peace to all of you and remember that anyone extremely accomplished had to take the time to learn how to be this way! love ya'll believe it or not! peace
Congrats on your new job! I'm praying for you that things will work out and you can sober up...I know your family would be so proud! Have a great week!
It was so wonderful seeing you today Allen!! I'm glad ur starting to turn things around ad I want you to know that I'm really proud of you about that. Don't wry a/b leaving, I think Papa will work somthng out with you. I love you!
Oh you said you remember wrestling with Steven, I was just curious as to who won ..hehe :) By the way, its nice to see you on more. I can remember when you and I use to chat alot in a day--but of course that was a few years ago.. What's been keeping your attention lately? :)
Yes I know what you mean about staying busy...I dont know how Steven and I inquired so much stuff as we did over the past 2 years but I'm at the point where I want to have a big yardsale and get rid of it all....but the cold weather hinders that idea ;)
